If I stay still in this place,
For too long
Will I spoil?
Im no longer young enough to be excused for my misdirection
I could write stories, but who shall read them?
And I'm too fatigued
Nowadays it seems almost anything has the ability to make me nauseous
Take my sunhat for example.
My soiled tacky sunhat,that doesn’t keep the sun out at all.
It’s so discoloured.I only realised today how discoloured it’s become.
I can’t imagine why, it’s not like I wear it alot.
It used to be a bright pink. A salmon pink, almost orange in some parts.
Now it is a desaturated shade of pink. Most repugnant.
Most unseemly.I won’t wear it now.
Even though the sun is beaming down right on my head
I refuse to wear that disgusting hat. I’d rather a migraine
I’m used to migraines I’m used to being confined to my bed
Nothing can faze me where the suns concerned.
Now Im drowsy, which can be a nice sensation-
depending on the situation
